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DEFENCE-- yep, I went ahead and lumped them together...because this is what I feel has been the biggest change for me as a person.

Defence-- Sun Tzu once said:" Invincibility lies in the defence; the possibility of victory in the attack." (yes I just googled that and felt that it was a cool quote)

like really, it shows up when I play sports nowadays---as mentioned earlier, I play basketball and my favourite fictional bball player is Murasakibara and my favourite non-fictional bball player is Rudy Gobert...now what do these two players have in common? they are both fantastic defenders.

so that's what I do as well---defend, defend, block. defend, defend, block.
I got to play in a netball match--and no surprise there I played the GK position --- defend, defend, block. and the team I played for managed to come from behind to win the game.

in another way I think my defence will be called into question real soon-- this time its not a defence in a particular sport but the defence of my own faith as I head into NS. all these years going to church and being homeschooled takes away any excuse I can give for ignorance of my own faith. and now with the shift of my personality to a more defensive type I really want to see what i'll do when im put on the spot.

another aspect where my personality takes on a defensive stance can be seen when it comes to kids--like, I cannot stand it or bear it when they get harshly scolded by someone else, and because of that as well I cannot bring myself to give them the scolding that they sometimes really deserve. (but this does not apply to my siblings lol, most of the time im with the person scolding them and i'll be like:"yeah! give it to them! they need this scolding!")

I know, im the best brother around give me the award right now.

its been really fascination be able to see the change that I have gone though as a person (although there will be naysayers that insist that I have not really change but nah... I think I know myself better than other people know me xD)-- I was one really feisty person just years ago and now I like to think that I have mellowed down a little (because it really hit me that im really really old now.) and I think I can see myself defending others for a change.

haha... DEFENCE! DEFENCE! DEFENCE!