of unhappiness and Ukuleles

okay guys im bipolar. how else can you explain me being able to feel 2 contrasting emotions AT THE SAME TIME (well cause im Jerel and I can do that? that works to as an explanation)

well im really sad and really happy.

lets do the sad part first. SAT results came out and im creying in my corner
me feels many sadness much tears

oh wellz I blame it on first time I lost to my friend by 30 points I shall never get over it *crying*

like I always tell people I don't expect to score on the first time round but more of the 2nd time the charm for me (yeah)
good experience though

lets move over to the happy part okay?
UKULELE FINALLY YAY HOORAY GOD SAVE THE QUEEN HALLELUJAH
somehow I get a small feeling that I might come across as really excited but I don't know where that comes from

anywayz yesh mom finally got a good ukulele for me and its really really good and fun to play haha
also when we were at the music shop this like 5 years old girl started to play the into on one of the display piano and I was trolling her by playing the melody ahaha she was abit stunned and shocked that was so fun

xD
also got 2 bottles of green tea and we are stocked up on oreos atm.

that's good, and worth being happy over

of Saturdayz and Sharing

well it was quite the weekend I can say very well that I enjoyed it ahaha

so basically the week went kinda normal for a change after all the exam prep that happened before but still had normal work to complete so it wasn't like some holiday or something

so on Friday went for another in the entire series of talks for the homeschool community and this time dad brought brother's whole Friday night group so GIBC meets Homeschool and bam you got them trolling me about yes-you-know-who

lol, it was so hilarious

and the discussion over that session did not happen during the Q and A but after the whole thing over supper between the 5 of us guyz

and we ended up reaching home after 12am

only to wake up to a typical Saturday ahaha
just the usual stuff-- captain's ball after clubs, football and basketball

apparently the newest big favourite game among us peoplez now is ABC in basketball
it got so intense that people even rage quit-ed

then dinner at an auntie's house
there us people got to do much HTHT <--- again was enjoyable and funny

and at like 9+ 10pm we started (how should I put it?) exchanging notes over the piano

and like one of them started playing (lets call it) When the Days are Cold by imagine dragons, and it was just banging the piano so hard and loudly both of us watching were just cringing and praying for the piano not to die cause it was just so painful to watch

anywayz I have to pick up that song as well. its like the next song that everyone is going to be able to play and lol
was fun exchanging tips and moaning about how pro others were and talking about how to conceal the songs from parents :P
all part of being friends
Josh was hyper both days as well

and sunday was just about the two people just fan girl-ing over the upcoming x-men movie
and all the "naughty" jokes xD

ahaha fun fun. and I found out that im teaching in the next quarter again but I don't have my material oh wellz

we really need green tea there was futsal today but no cold drinks at home im spending all my money to buy cold drinks outside of the house

that's what happens when we run out of green tea I cant function and I grow broke
#lessonlearnt

of Sunshine and Sunburn

well you know they all ways say: "There's no rest for the wicked"

so basically yeah... how should I summarize my 1 day trip up to kluang? --lots of walking in the sunshine

trip up there was cool and slack and had midnight supper at macs with wifi (which was nice) and slept real late only to wake up early the next morning to go eat a nice breakfast--that's the thing up there the food is really good (Y)

so when we were sent out 2 by 2 to walk around the neighbourhoods it was already darn hot even at 10am and after 1 hour out there we completed the area we were sectioned to do and I bought at drink and crashed back at the shophouse. it took me 10 min of just zoned-out non-action to even continue functioning I could literally feel the sun beat out the energy from me

like literally. it was scary

was interesting walking around (almost blindly) in Malaysia and looking at all the different houses. like if we got lost or anything it would be GG and we'll just die out there in some back alley of who-knows-where.

then lunch. banana leaf biryani.
of course like my brother was too atas to respect the local customs and eat with his hands but yours truly -being a respectfully fella- opted to eat with me hands. quite the experience and the food was good

we really pushed it and ended the distribution really really late. and dinner was rushed but we got to eat da famous nun-- but mine wasn't hot so it was just a cool nun

okay i'll stop lol
amazingly customs coming back was smooth even though it was a public holiday
got back fairly early. not really sure if I got that sunburned though, but the sun sure was hot

and this morning I got to watch the final ep of season 1 of marvel agents of shield yay!
the ending was kinda sad and satisfyling and abit meh all at the same time but still

totally cant wait for the next season to start (which is like when? 5 million years time? I don't know ahaha)

:/ didn't have breakfast and had a small lunch really hungry
maybe i'll buy snickers on the way out

almost 1 year later

wow omigosh I haven't touched this for such a looooong time ahaha. it was only because of the other day when a friend brought up and quoted one of my more profound statements here that caused me to remember "hey yeah, I've got this thing here yo"

kinda interesting looking back at how my life was like only a little while ago :)
well just to paint a little of my life right now (again, more for future reference)

now im 18 (well not quite yet but who cares) it can sometimes get to my head that im really old :P I know people that are 80 years old would say otherwise but that's not really the point. the point here is that as of now I only have about 1 more month before I (hopefully) finish up my high school and move on to other things.

looking around at the people around me I guess I can say I am grateful for the bunch I have been allowed to be with to influence and to be influenced. its really cool that I can say that within this circle of friends there are certain things that everyone says all the time and other similarities that we all picked up from one another (eg. everyone that prays 90% of the time says:"Dear God, thank you for today,.." and now one of the latest trends it to just go around and keep saying "I forgive you" to everyone about everything)

yesterday was mothers day and some random person (there is speculation that it was an adult) went around and sent Best Mom 2014 Nominations to all the YF girls and to me (to Erika Wong I get it ["so fricking hot" anonymous commenter, Easter Sunday 2014]) and to me I get it

yeah, I got nominated for best mom 2014 what can I say im flattered

also recently was talking to another friend that was commenting about personalities and parallels. that was a really good convo and my main response was along the lines of:"so if like you are able to see my personality so easily I guess my entire homeschool life and training to "conceal-don't-feel-don't-let-them-know" has failed"

lol

also within this month was taking SAT-- which was a really interesting experience: the prep, the actual test, the post-test activities :)
still waiting for the results to come out at the end of the month but not really banking on scoring well on the first try. will probably retake again to score better

cause we all know that 2nd time's the charm right?

also waiting for the final episode of marvel agents of shield season 1 to come out on tues/wed - if they just make the bad guy blow up because of the serum I will rage.

going to Kluang later with a few other guys to help out hope there will be good food :) -(though im missing out on my friend's birthday celebration but who cares) <-- nominate me for best friend 2014

oh yeah also I got a smartphone *DUM DUM DUM!!!!!!!*

but anywayz, just some nice things to think about [trigger word: YF group dynamics, mothers day 2014,brother]

so now im still HUGE on oreos (its become my daily breakfast), green tea-abit less but that was what helped my survive my exam, chocolates- snicker bars ftw, bubble tea- less but still really enjoyable

im broke half the time nowadays so I cant really just spam bubble tea all the time lol

anywayz let me try my hand at something profound to end this. hmm
ah spent 5 min thinking- nothing came to mind. so instead let me use the poem that I came up with recently to combat a rising tide of lameness from specifically Daniel.

Daniel is so lame,
he says he can walk,
to him its all a game,
but all he does is talk.

there, I can be the next Tennyson. thanks <-- nominate me for best poet 2014